More software progress; mentallity

Conorschristianguide is going well i got it on github so i can change machines now and then.I just need to add more stuff to it.Iam thinking of making a library to add all of my txt files into the software but the way that egui is setup it will be challenging.Found out the chat isnt that great so i removed it i didnt feel comfortable of someone able to grap someone ip.:(.Thank you for my friends who tried it. Ive been alone at this house i sleep in.The bed bugs are not so good either.waking up non stoping itch feels like a punishment from god himself it would make satan cry.Iam hearing a beating in my head a heart beat it might be nothing.I remember i made this site so i wont be forgoton.My bible readings are going ok,Progress is slow thou because iam distracted on this site and the "Conorschristianguide".I know iam an unlikable person and i accept that,I dont really have much social skill with people other than my mind.It always accur to me on what identifies as insane or wierd.

 

Got the search button working 100% now.iam trying to add images but egui just makes it so complicated than it has to be.ooh well thats what happens when you use a ui library.I cant think straight alot of times it becomes an issue ounce iam marching.I just look out in the distance and go inside my little world while iam at attention.Home is pretty boring to say again, i ate some raw meat it wasnt bad but it was only what was left on the bone tho.I think one of my best lads made a chat for me to make friends iam still skeptical of it tho, it just doesent make since why didnt they tell me?Why did it quencidently change the group chat name to "We hate {blank}".Another of my best lads who got rejected from a girl they really love became gay and its so wierd to me.I mean its just why?Ive been rejected and bullied from females my elementry and middle school years and i didnt turn gay.I guess different brain chemicals?

 

Iam prob going to church tommorow theres one walking distance from my house and iam going to give it a shot.It would be nice to hang out with someone outside of school you know? < 

Signed ~Conor Stinson